I’ve been having really intense sleeping habits lately. The duration of these don’t usually last that long, but I feel like I’ve been sleeping like this for a month now.

It’s the kind where I close my eyes and open them immediately, only to find that 10 hours have passed. I typically remember my dreams but the only ones I can barely remember are the last bits before I realize in the dream that I’m dreaming. (I found out 2 years ago that not many people realize that they’re dreaming when they’re dreaming, and not many people can really decide what they want to do in the dream. I used to have really really really bad nightmares when I was little so I guess I developed something here I can avoid those dreams altogether by shaking myself awake to “switch” dreams. (Thus explains my fear of the dark and why I refuse to watch any scary movie cuz it’ll haunt me for a few months, and probably why I don’t remember any of my childhood monsters.))

So usually these kinda sleeping habits only go on for a few days or so, but I’ve definitely been deep sleeping for a few weeks now. It’s kinda scary cuz… I feel like I have no control over myself during that whole time of being… well… numb. When it comes to our sleeping habits, my mom always says, “Foh-jook doo mm jee ah!” You wouldn’t even know if there’s a fire! It’s true. It’s true.

Happy talk keep talkin’ happy talk
Talk about things you’d like to do
You got to have a dream
If you don’t have a dream
How you gonna have a dream come true?

(okay, I don’t know what is more funny. taking it back to this song, or the fact that that girl is obsessed with the index-thumbing motion that she even has to do it underwater. COMIN TO THE DANCE, NELLIE??)
(i ruined all seriousness of this post.)