First time in a few weeks it’s been a calm day.

An incredible realization: life feels really boring and unsatisfying when I’m not running to and from task to task. What a gross SICKNESS I’ve created for myself!! I guess I don’t feel like I’m living my day to the fullest when I’m just at home, catching up on some of the loose ends of my personal life.

I was intending to sit down today and “get ahead” with some work stuff, but I realized I’m not really sure how to remote desktop in… HA HA HA. I promise, I work at a tech company. I promise. Oh well, I guess I can hold off for one more day until Bill returns from paternity leave. It’s just that sometimes, I sit and I think about all the things on my To-Do list and I feel the incredible pressure weighing on my shoulders. Gross, huh? Self-created pressure, possibly?? I guess it’s a GOOD thing I can’t log onto my work computer right now. I guess I should be “resting” on the weekends/after work. There’s just…. so much to… do.

Anyway… not too long ago, I got Terry (the 1TB harddrive) to house a nice little digital photo library. If y’all have been following my site since I started, you may remember that I used to do photo updates with several events in one gallery. Ugggghhhhh–it’s TOTALLY biting me in the ass right now. Slowly trying to split them up and organize them properly. “Date Photo Taken” helps… if only Bertha didn’t reset the date on random occasions. Okay, this whole paragraph made me sound like x10 of a loser. Goal = to organize my pics and to have Terry pass around overdue pics to be shared with folks. Maybe THIS is why my day feels so un-fulfilling!!

The feeling of blandness while at home must be an indication to me that I really just don’t enjoy being here–I just don’t… enjoy my time here. I hardly use my computer anymore, and would much rather be out being with people than my monitor. (Ironic since I haven’t seen my friends’ faces for 3+ weeks.) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Anyway, goal at the moment is to save up, and move out… somewhere. I should probably come up with a personal budget.

TLDR version:
- I find more pleasure being x1000 busy than sitting at home, which means…
- I want to move out
- I don’t know how to remote desktop into my work computer cuz I’m a n00b.