Every so often, I come home, turn on my computer, sign onto IRC to go to my regular channels to find that someone I know passed away.

Everytime, it’s the weirdest feeling. Sure, I’ve never met 90% of these people in person but when you’ve been chatting with them for the last few months, years, and some even a decade now, it definitely isn’t some whatever relationship that should be undervalued. Most people I know wouldn’t really… get… the situation really…

[22:37] <Scorpion> You pick and ill follow.
[22:37] <hotm4mlolz> THAT’S WHAT SHE SAID
[22:37] <hotm4mlolz> LAWLZ
[22:37] <NyquiL> oh christ
[22:37] <NyquiL> dazo come back
[22:37] <NyquiL> i don’t know how to work this damn thing
[22:37] <hotm4mlolz> you know you love me.
[22:37] <NyquiL> ^
[22:37] <Scorpion> You miss your lover already?
[22:37] <Scorpion> He just left =]
[22:37] <NyquiL> you missed it crai
[22:37] <hotm4mlolz> YOU KNOW I MADE YOU SMILE
[22:37] <NyquiL> you missed it crai
[22:37] <hotm4mlolz> DON’T LIE TO YOURSELF ANYMORE
[22:37] * hotm4mlolz is now known as Craisin
[22:37] <NyquiL> i don’t know how to work this damn thing
[22:38] <NyquiL> total set up
[22:38] <NyquiL> and you dropped the ball
[22:38] <Craisin> hmm? i dont care
[22:38] <Craisin> :)
[22:38] <NyquiL> you know you do

[15:08] <NyquiL> yawn
[15:15] <nignite> yawwwwww
[15:15] <nignite> n
[15:16] <NyquiL> that’s what she said
[15:23] <Craisin> my roommate got me a shirt that says “that’s what she said”
[15:23] <Craisin> ahhahaha
[15:23] <NyquiL> shameless exploitation
[15:24] <Craisin> i’m not exploiting anything~~~
[15:24] <nignite> thats terrible cray
[15:24] <nignite> burn that shirt
[15:24] <NyquiL> shameless!
[15:24] <nignite> burn!
[15:25] <NyquiL> man i’ve got some bad beer shits
[15:26] <nignite> sucks
[15:26] <nignite> no beer for me last night cuz of todays game
[15:26] <nignite> and now i wish
[15:26] <nignite> i was drunk last night..
[15:26] <Craisin> hey nyquil
[15:26] <Craisin> wanna do the great gorilla run with me and my friends
[15:27] <nignite> BUT TONIGHT IM GETTIN DRUNK INSTEAD!!!!
[15:27] <nignite> HEHEHEHE’
[15:27] <Craisin> http://www.greatgorillarun.org/faf/home/default.asp?ievent=223430
[15:29] * nignite (~BeeBop@bas7-toronto12-1096781281.dsl.bell.ca) Quit (Read error: Connection reset by peer)
[15:31] <NyquiL> hmm
[15:32] <NyquiL> haha
[15:32] <NyquiL> that looks awesome
[15:33] <Craisin> i’m trying to come up with a team name for my friends and i
[15:33] <Craisin> i cant think of one!
[15:34] <NyquiL> man if i can i’ll come, stay at my friend’s place it’s right down the street from golden gate park
[15:39] <NyquiL> and yeah i can’t think of a name either…
[15:39] <NyquiL> not something you really prepare your mind for
[15:39] <Craisin> hahahahah
[15:39] <Craisin> i wanna come up with something punnnnyyyy
[15:40] <Craisin> i’m waiting for my friends ideas before i start a team
[15:40] <Craisin> anyhow i’l llet you know when i set stuff up and you can decide if you wanna run with me or not
[15:40] <Craisin> and if you’re afraid of seeing me
[15:40] <Craisin> i’ll be in a gorilla suit
[15:40] <Craisin> :~~(((
[15:40] <NyquiL> don’t worry i can pick you out
[15:40] <Craisin> you wont have to look at mai face :’0~~~~~
[15:40] <NyquiL> of a group of 1000 gorillas
[15:40] <NyquiL> that look exactly the same
[15:40] <Craisin> hahahaha

[18:50] <Craisin> (hey nyquil i was over in sausalito yesterday and i thought about how i still dunno where you are)
[18:50] <MisTa> papa john’s is gonna be here and i dont wanna watch tb
[18:50] <Craisin> <3
[18:50] <MisTa> tv*
[18:50] <NyquiL> hah
[18:50] <NyquiL> glad to know you think about a total stranger
[18:51] <NyquiL> creepy
[18:51] <Craisin> SECONDARY E-FRIEND
[18:51] <Craisin> FOOL
[18:51] <MisTa> lol
[18:51] <NyquiL> it all boils down to stranger
[18:52] <Craisin> k fine, i’ll never try to remember where you’re located
[18:52] <Craisin> ever again

The Bay Bridge was closed all of last weekend so I had to take the Golden Gate through the North Bay to get back home. I saw Larkspur on the way back and I figured I’d come back and tell you that I finally knew where you are now! Jerkface.

There. I made the name of this entry one that actually works. Happy? That’s what she said jokes just won’t be the same anymore… but I’ll keep saying them wrong… just to spite you. <3

R.I.P. dear friend.