What changed that I’m getting lectured every day now?
I just want to yell back at her… WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOUR FUCKING BRAIN
I KNOW I’m just suppressing all of it at this point.
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY, MOM. I’LL BE NICER TO YOU IF YOU LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE PLEASE THANKS
This has become [...]

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Knowing that I’ve been going out a lot, I know I’ve been making my mom unhappy lately. It’s some weird mentality in my family that if I’m going out, I’m not an obedient, and thus not a “GOOD” daughter. She doesn’t realize it, but she still strongly implies and hints that I spend [...]

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I know I’m not supposed to think of things in black and white, but it’s hard.
In retrospect, did I believe too much in fate and leaving it up to the natures of the universe? I sometimes feel like I just dove right into the wind and let it take me where destiny wanted to [...]

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Hypocrisy. In actuality, I don’t know it is that I actually want. I know who I want to be–me, but even then I’m not sure I actually do, or if I even know how to be me anymore. I’ve been running a lot from myself lately. I know I’ve been distracting [...]

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