Got my “second opinion” that I’ve delayed for the last four months. w00t, my previously rejected ear is still acceptable! “Spontaneously” decided to go yesterday with Henry.

“This is as spontaneous as I get!”
“‘Spontaneous!’ WHATEVER! You’ve been planning to get it for like a year!”

(Update: Related “Ear Log” that followed the piercing)

Jealousy is simply and clearly the fear that you do not have value. Jealousy scans for evidence to prove the point—that others will be preferred and rewarded more than you. There is only one alternative: self-value. If you cannot love yourself, you will not believe that you are loved. You will always think it’s a mistake or luck. Take your eyes off others and turn the scanner within. Find the seeds of your jealousy, clear the old voices and experiences. Put all the energy into building your personal and emotional security. Then you will be the one others envy, and you can remember the pain and reach out to them. — Jennifer James

Before, I kept on living in the past. Now, I’m living too much in the future. It’s time to get back to the present.

One of those few nights that I can’t fall asleep. Or rather, I’m too scared of something to fall asleep. (Let’s hope all my loved ones are okay and nothing’s happened.) So… time for a silly time-waster survey. Contine Reading More… »

These are merely gift suggestions though no one is obligated (not even you, Henry! :D) As always, creative/inside-joke/personalized gifts are always the best.

DVDs:
I’m on a DVD collecting SPREE! (I always prefer collector’s editions of sorts with all the bonus materials and all that fun stuff!)

- Lost: Season 3 DVD

- Seinfeld: Season 9! 7, 8, and/or 9! - I have seasons 1-6 and these are the ones I’m missing! (I believe Season 9 is on pre-order sale via amazon!) Edit: 11/5/07: One of the VERY few days I check slickdeals, I find the Seinfeld seasons 1-8 for $17 at Bestbuy! I just ordered Seasons 7 and 8 for myself!! TOO GOOD OF A DEAL! Season 9 remains! COLLECTION COMPLETED! Thanks for Season 9, brenster!!!

- Forest Gump Thanks V!! <3

- Pixar DVDs: Bug’s Life, Toy Story 2, Monsters Inc., Nemo, Incredibles, Ratatouille (notice how I only have Toy Story 1 and have never seen Cars? lawlz.)

- Blades of Glory [updated: 4/14/08]

- Monty Python: Search for the Holy Grail [updated: 4/14/08]

- Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (collector’s edition for realsies) [updated: 4/14/08]

- Touching the Void (this is a cheapo no-name movie for anyone who is lacking in funds. Soc 130: Self & Society woot woot)

Electronics:

- Wii Play – I’ve invested $0 in my wii and I’ve decided I want that stupid battle tank game! Stupid level 13…

- Wiimote charger

Etc.
- Dinosaur Comic tshirts! (P.S. What I REALLY want are those elementary boys’ tshirts that are hella generic dinosaur tshirts that are like red with the yellow silhouette of a triceratops and it says in bold font below, “TRICERATOPS” YEAH I WANT THAT but dunno where to find it :~~(( Anyway… These are good too! DUDE! Greg got me a shirt with a Triceratops that says “Triceratops” under iTT!@#!@$ THANKS GREG00000rrrr!!) http://qwantz.com/merchandise.html “Return To The Moon, And Don’t Forget The Chicks” or “Sinister Octopus Shirt” or “Failure Is Just Success Rounded Down”

- Eye drops for contacts. (Like how practical this is?) [updated: 4/14/08]

- Jeff Soto’s Lucky Thirteen Calendar 2008 http://secure.giantrobot.com/products.php?code=SOTOLUCKYCAL08&catid=R014

- Persuade my parents to get a puppy.

Have a safe and fun Halloween. <3